I'm sick of staying at home . I'm sick of my chicken pox . My whole body is ticklish and aching . My bones are aching . I want to end my pain , chicken pox please recover as soon as possible . I'm suffering . I can no longer take it . I want to scratch !!! Argh , the medicines the doctor gave are not effective . Take 2 weeks to recover = 2 weeks of suffering . I miss school , i miss classmates , i miss clique , i miss friends , i miss uniform . I miss manymany things . I'm feeling so bored at home . My bones are aching a lot . I didn't even scratch those blisters and i just simply touched , it burst . The doctor says probably because im older and my immune system is weaker then take longer to recover .
Venting my frustration ! How i hope this moment would pass , make it as past tense . I don't want present tense . Chicken pox is my nightmare .
Alrights , stop my venting . :D Feel much more comfortable . LOLS , i'm tolerating with my pain ! AAARGHHHHHH !
Today , tomorrow , for the whole year , i can't go to school . :C Tragedy . Yesterday i can't sleep . The more i think , the more painful it gets . I even on fan that my bones ache . I bear with the pain and i didn't whine cause my mom oso not feeling well so i dont wanna disturb her . My dad and i changed room for the time being , so im currently sleeping with my mom . My brother is afraid i might pass to him cause don't forget , chicken pox is contagious rash . Haish ! Imagine i can't bath , can only wipe my body . I'm so disgusted , i stink ! I hate chicken pox , how i hope i got it when i was very very very young .
Congratulation GOT DYNAMITE ! :D Euu guys won ! Although i'm not there , i'm always here giving eu guys spiritual support . Well done ! <3
Tmr we will be getting report book , i think my dad will be going to sch to help me to collect and settle other stuff . I wonder if i can get top 10 leyys ! D:
Another thing , welcome to school , anastasia ! <3 I feel so sad , eu made ur comeback , i'm on MC . Argh , over 1 month i didn't get to see eu ! :C Hope we can meet after holiday ! We must go out tgt after i recover and with the rest too !
I MISS MY CLIQUE ! <3 Pray hard , hope i can recover soon . I don't wanna leave any scars behind . Haish !
Get bursary for my EOY'09
Iphone ! <3 
