Hello friends , passerby and all .
:D
I'm devastated these few days .
Moderately random post , i shall just make a summary .

I had my breakfast today , which is mac , and then i reached home and watched tv .
Then i study , just 0.001% of it and that's it .

Life is becoming more meaningless for me , i can't study , i can't do anything .
I'm trying hard to study , but i couldn't work my brain .
My mind is thinking of something else , my clique , my love ones , and etc .
I'm neither disappointed nor proud of my results , it was just an average one for me .
It's not beyond or below my expectation .
And yup , i reasoned with my parents , i hope they will stop invading my privacy .
:D

I hate holidays , people change their character within that .
I didn't have an amazing and relaxing june holiday , i felt so stressed and i changed .
Opps , i should say things , people , evironment around me changed .
:C No alternative ways to get back to the original .
Sigh , i wonder how 1/8 would be after sep hol .

Another news , i'm going overseas , which is genting this coming thursday .
I'm going with my aunties , cousins , uncle without my family .
I won't miss them a lot , hahas , i'm old enough to travel alone .
xD

Just remembered , today is the 14th day of my process on certain things .
I must make it to the end , and i have got to get things out of my mind .
I thought i can overcome and get over all the things after Aug , but i failed .
No matter how many times i collasped , i had never learnt my lessons .
All the chances i was given , i didn't cherish it .
Hope that this time round , i learn't my lessons .
I should know the right time to let go .
I meant what i said earlier , i must give up .
Euu can take my words to the bank , i won't eat my own words .
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Lastly , i'm giving myself more and more spiritual support ! :D