My plan failed. I used computer and did not take a break.. Well, its okay. I've expected this.
Keep thinking about unhappy things throughout the entire day. And i did not do any hwrk. How great it is..
Haizzz, i really hope i can turn the time back. Even though those times were not true, i still want to have fun.. Heartbreaking...
9:17 AM
@ Sunday, June 12, 2011
I'm gonna take a break ;
I'm really tired of all the problems. I believe there are more obstacles awaiting me to make my turns. But i'm never gonna turn right now because i can't solve any problems. You can say i'm running away but, i'm really very stress and tired!
I really feel like spamming all my thoughts out ! I really wanna live in my own world.
For the past few days i'm working and i saw a couple working tgt. Packing things tgt, very close tgt, i'm not jealous but i really envy them ! Eventhough i can't have it, but i still feel happy for them. Who doesnt want to have a boy being with them. I want someone coming to me and telling me he will accompany me wherever i go, picking me up from work and all. I want someone who can give me sense of security and feels that i'm perfect ! I want him to tell me everything is gonna be okay when i meet problems . I want him to sleep later than me. I want him to treat me good ! I want him to buy food for me when i'm hungry ! I want him to hug me when im feeling down !
I know i wont get it , but just let me imagine to make myself feel better ! Alrights, time to say goodbye to facebook,twitter and blogger ! :D I'm getting away from all these things and live alone for the next few days ! GOODNIGHTS AND SWEETDREAMS !
1:10 PM
@ Saturday, May 28, 2011
HOPE ;
H O P E = (H)ave (O)nly (P)ositive (E)xpectations I learnt something new today. Life is more like a pen, you can use white out to cover it up , but you'll always be reminded of the spot where you made a mistake. Don't blame people for disappointing you rather blame yourself for expecting too much from them. Im the starter. THE END.
6:48 AM
@ Saturday, April 9, 2011
The cruel fate ;
Today i didnt complete alot of homework.. I'm such a failure ! D: Well, but im gonna do it right now (: Spend my night with rutong at bpp ! SPAM PHOTO ! :DDD Hehe, feel free to look at my fb !
Haiz, today is an indescribable day .
There's no justice in this world. Why some people can get what they want and i just can't? I just don't have the fate. Now's the beginning, im gonna resist. Things that don't belong to me will never be mine. 我投降.
7:29 AM
@ Friday, April 8, 2011
I'm gonna make myself smile everyday ;
Today's crosscountry. I didn manage to get top 50 but at least i get top 60. I'm a bit disappointed but even if i get top 50, who's gonna give a damn? .....
After dismissal i went to bugis with rutong. But before that we change to outside clothes at lot1 :D Hahas, we see ppl we know we run ! Then after take neoprint and walkwalk, we went home :( I could see that we're drifting apart. That's something good for me because i can forget you bit by bit. I'm not a dumb, i won't be waiting for you. I believe i will get over you completely soon. Please do not give me any false hopes. At the moment when i was about to give you up, you gave me false hopes. Why are you even doing that?.. I don't wish to be your subsituition anymore.
9:17 AM
@ Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Speechless ;
I really don't know what to say. Even i know it isn't worth, i told myself " i dont mind". Isn't that stupid ?! I won't give you the chance anymore. I won't ! I live in this world not to be ur subsituition. HARDCORE TTE !
5:07 AM
@ Tuesday, March 22, 2011
I'm gonna hang on ;
When i were secondary one, i use to say this. "When you're reaching an end of the rope, tie a knot and hang on ! " This is the quote i can never and will never forget. Yes, i'm hanging on. Sometimes, i really don't know how to face it. I can't ensure not to appear... I tried, but somehow, ... I really don't know what to do.
Life is an endless maze. Whenever you take a turn, there's a daunting obstacles awaiting you. I shall try to buck up and study harder. I must not let anything affect me. I hope i can gain back our .... as well. Although it's impossible, but i will await for this day to happen.
Okay, it's 11.55 already. I should get to bed already. Goodnights and takecares (:
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